The phone rings....
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There are priests in India who at wedding ceremonies recite stanzas from holy books like the Vedas without ever understanding them.

They begin by reading them, and then over a period of time some priests realize that there could be something more to them in the inherent knowledge that they possess.

So you have a choice, either you can turn it into a career, learn how to shoot professionally and forget about it or you can use it as a tool for self-learning and discovery. Depending on how you perceive life in general.

The most vital aspect of creativity is to be original. It is enough to convince others of great work but at the end of the day you should be able to look at yourself, and ask your soul if it was your best effort.